fake smile.

my inside all turned to ash,so slow

and blew away as i collapesed,so cold

a black wind took them away from sight

and now the darkness over day,that night

and the clouds above move closer

looking so dissatisfied

but the heartless wind keep blowing,blowing

i used to be my own protection,but not now

cause my path has lost direction,somehow

a black wind took you away from sight

and now the darknes over day,that night

so now you gone,and i was wrong

i never knew what it was like to be alone...

on Valentines day...

new chapter to study

today new chapter is..

ALWAYS EXTRA-CAREFULL WITH MONEY..

dah 2 minggu aku keje kat kenny rogers..

mmg best tapi sakit..

lagi sakit bila kau keje jadi CASHIER!!

banyak kali kot duit tak cukup..

lepas tu,kene bayar pakai duit sendir..

BABI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hilang duit aku begitu sahaja..

haih~~

love lost

time going fast,but im still stucked at past.

im still searching the reason why,i cannot let you go

im loving you as there no woman in the world can replace you.

i hope this feeling go away,so i can enjoy my normal life.

u left me in tragic way,i can't accept my lost.

so i rebel till u cry,now im asking for apology.

but against me.nothing else i can do except hopping someone torch me into new life

i know this wrong for a boy like me.i hope you accept my apology.

i know u're not that type of girl..

Last Song

I wish my life was this song,
cause songs they never die
i could write for years and years and never have to cry
i'd show you how i feel without saying a word,
i could wrap up both our hearts i know it sounds obsurde,


and i saw the tears on your face, i shot you down,
and i slamed the door but couldn't make a sound so,
please stay sweet my dear, don't hate me know,
i can't tell how this last song ends

the way that i feel tonight
so down so down,
i pray i can swim
just so i won't drown,
and the waves that crash
over me i'm gasping for air
take my hand so i can breathe (as i write this last song down)


and i saw the tears on your face, i shot you down,
and i slamed the door but couldn't make a sound so,
please stay sweet my dear, don't hate me know,
i can't tell how this last song ends


the broken glass
your moistened skin was everything, was everything
and your broken voice
was quivering(you're every thing)
your everything, your everything
scream at me make it the best i've ever heard,
laugh out loud i know it sounds obsurd,
scream at me make it the best i've ever heard,
your everything, your everything
your heart beats slowly, pains are growing,
does she love you, that's worth knowing
your everything.

Dying in Your arms

I'm wearing thin, wearing out, becoming weak
Holding hands with this rope
She's my self-destructive ,bleeding disease
The things that makes it hard to breathe
But if I shoved you far away
This addict just starved again, asphyxiated.


And now I see it's you
That's tearing me (ensnaring me)
This is me dying in your arms,
I cut you out, now set me free

Lynched high above what used to be
In her gallows built for me
So I escaped cut this noose around my ...
Let god be free to see the things you blinded me.
And I shoved you far away.
Now I live the life I dreamed of.
You're dead to me.

And now I see it's you
That's tearing me (ensnaring me)
This is me dying in your arms,
I cut you out, now set me free


And now I see it's you
That's tearing me (ensnaring me)
This is me dying in your arms,
I cut you out, now set me free

You poisoned my life
So I take this knife
And I cut you out
Cut you out

And now I see it's you
That's tearing me (ensnaring me)
This is me dying in your arms,
I cut you out, now set me free


And now I see it's you
That's tearing me (ensnaring me)
This is me dying in your arms,
I cut you out, now set me free..

this song to all women that i know.especially you

LIFE

sumpah poyo gile mamat nie..serius!!

well,this is me.name given iskandar zulkarnain.the most manja in the family..nehh

im 17 but almost 18....almost thereeee...tadaaa...i dont wanna talk more coz malas nak menaip.

kebosanan melanda hidupku..bangun lewat kepetang..dah la xsembahyang subuh,haih

lepas tu lak atas katil pkl 12 pagi then insomnia sampai kesubuh..this is my life after spm n before PLKN,hehe..terok n xteratur hiudp aku,naseb baik berat badan gua xnaik doe!!

carik keje??neh...

AKU DAH DAPAT KOT!!!

walaupon kat carefour..ape boleh buat..dah offer..gi je la...

(u gonna see new me)....tadaaaa

yeye..gambar tu agak gampang sikit..

sorry2

im dying to feel this

Sitting in the dark, I can't forget.

Even now I realize the time i'll never get.

Another Story of the Bitter Pills of Fate .

i can't go back again. i can't go back again.

But you asked me to love you,and I did.

Traded my emotions for a contract to commit.

And when i got away, I only got so far.

So if you love me let me go

and run away before i know

My heart is just too dark to care

i can't destroy what isn't there

Deliver me into my fate

if i'm alone i cannot hate

I don't deserve to have you

Ooh, my smile was taken long ago

if i can change i hope i never know

I still press your letters to my lips

and cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss

I couldn't face a life without your lights

but all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight

So save your breath, i will not care

i think i made it very clear

You couldn't hate enough to love

is that suppose to be enough?

I only wish you weren't my friend

then i could hurt you in the end

i never claimed to be a saint

Ooh, my own was banished long ago

it took the death of hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones

and spit your pity in my soul

You never needed any help

you sold me out to save yourself

And i won't listen to your shame

you ran away, you'are all the same

Angels lie to keep control

Ooh, my love was punished long ago

if you still care don't ever let me go

(please..i need u)